| I have no desire to see through my own eyes anymore... |
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[24 Jun 2005|01:57am] |
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werd, i woke up at some time and matt and amal came over for a while. just sat around. i went to work and missy was all lame and like u have to work these days and im like im going away and blah blah. somehow, at the end of our conversation i was working even more days. so i was all sad bc i wanted to go to missouri like crazy. then ryan came by randomly and was like "call tim johnson..he wants all the hours he can get" and im like ok. so we got his number and ryan called bc he needed hrs covered too. so we got all our shifts covered. except for this sunday bc apparently they just figured i was working...idk why..but yeah. eventually manny said he'd work sunday morning. so i was like "wow...that all worked out perfectly" and i was happy again. it was kool. so i am indeed going to missouri. then i continued with work. i found out that lauren..who is a receptionist there likes Eisley and i got really excited bc i really really like Eisley now. it was kool. i elft work around 7-ish and lauren and amal called. so i went to laurens house, ken came by as well. we ate food and watched the Aviator. it was really good. kinda longish...but good. then lauren had a meeting at work so she left and said she'd call me after...but she lied. anyway, i drove amal home and ken left and i went home. and now im mad bored and i called lauren...she didnt call back and matt texted me and i repsonded...but he hasnt yet..idk. its not kool. but w/e. i have work tomorrow. idk what after. saturday is jackies show/party thing. cant wait. havent seen jackie in months and it sucks. but ill see her soon :D then on sunday i leave for missouri. should be awesome. ill be home july 4th i think. so it should be pretty kool. im excited for missouri. im def gonna meet so many kool ppl with kool stories and stuff. i am so fucking bored. i gotta go find something to do. so until next time...
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[18 Nov 2004|11:24pm] |
November 28, 2004 @ VP South
Broken Hero
I Fold
Salute The Dawn
Six Months Later
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| i stole this from jess <3 |
[06 Oct 2004|01:53am] |
Basics
001. name: Andrew
002. nicknames: Andy-roo, Drew, Jigga 2 Fly
003. sex: male
004. birthday: july 26
005. star sign: leo
006. place of birth: Some hopsital on LI
007. current residence: merrick
008. hair colour: brown
009. eye color: hazely
010. height: 5'6" ish
011. writing hand: righty
Body ills and skills
012. do you bite your nails: nope
013. can you roll your tongue: yes
014. can you raise one eyebrow at a time: no :(
016. can you blow smoke rings: i dont smoke..
017. can you blow spit bubbles: yeah lol
018. can you cross your eyes: yesm
019. colored hair: a few times
020. tattoos and where : one on my ankle, but i want more on my leg and arm and the side of my chest.
021. piercing and where: i want a lip ring and i want my eyebrow ring back.
022. do you make your bed daily: never
023. what goes on first undershirt/bra or underwear: undies yo
024. which shoe goes on first: whichever i find first
025. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: probably lol
026. how much money is usually in your wallet?: nothing
027. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: bracelets
028. what's sexiest on a guy: their hot bod woo!
029. what's sexiest on a girl: so many thngs...
030: Would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great: on time and look ok i guess
031. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: twirl
032. how many cereals are in your cabinet: probably 4
033. what utensils do you use eating pizza: hands
034. do you cook: im usually banned from making food.
Grooming
035. how often do you brush your teeth: twice a day
036. how often do you shower/bathe: once a day
037. how long do these showers last: half an hr.
038. hair drying method: air
039. do you paint your nails: nope
040. do you swear: yes i do
041. do you mumble to yourself: yes lol
042. do you spit in public: yeah
043. do you pee in the shower: its kinda gross
044. whats in your cd player: My Chemical Romance, Hot Rod Circuit, Northstar, Taking Back Sunday and Moneen
045. person you talk most on the phone with: matt and tara.
046. what color is your bedroom: white
047. do you use an alarm clock: yes
048. name one thing or person you're obsessed with: the nightmare before christmas
049. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex: no :(
050. ever sunbathed in the nude: no lol
051. window seat or aisle: window
052. what's your sleeping position: on my side
053. what kind of bed do you like: a comfy one with nice blankets
054. in hot weather do you use a blanket: yes i do
055. do you snore: nope
056. do you sleepwalk: no
057. do you talk in your sleep: no i dont...im told i make no noise at all when i sleep
058. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Stitch and Hot Pants (stuffed dog)
059. how about the light on: no
060. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: nooo
Last time you:
061. had sex: never
062. were kissed: seems like a loooong time ago
063. watched bambi: an even longer time ago
064. cried: today
065. talked on the phone: tonite with amal i think.
066. read a book: over the summer
067. punched someone: i faked slapped amal last night
Music
068. is music important to you: one of the most important things in my life
069. do you sing?: yeah...but not well
070. what instruments do you play?: bass kinda, little guitar and i want to learn piano alot
071. what do you think of Eminem: hes kinda kool i guess
Do you like:
072. pop music: yes i do
073. rock music: yeah
074. punk music: my fav kind of music
075. rap music: ehhh...some songs are alright. "Forogt about Dre" is the best rap song
076. hip-Hop/RB: not really
077. country: hell no
078. jazz: its insanely good...but not my thing
079. classical: yes
080. new age: some i suppose
081. what is one band/singer you like that no one has heard of?: theres a lot...umm...lanemeyer no one knows...hmmm...jawbreaker is kinda unknown
082. favorite lyrics: i like a lot of bands lyrics...Bayside, My Chemical Romance, TBS, Brand New...more
ABC'S
A - Act your age: no im immature
B - Born on what day of the week: no idea
C - Chore you hate: all of them
D - Dad's name? Terence
E - Essential makeup item? blush, eyeliner, concealer, eye shadow.. i need them all
F - Favorite actor? johnny depp and jim carrey
G - Gold or silver? silver
H - Hometown? merrick..damn..that sucks
I - Instruments you play? bass and guitar
J - Job title? waste of space
K - Kids? i want 1 girl, 1 boy and adopt an asian girl.
L - Living arrangements? with my mom, dad, 2 bros and smokey
M - Mom's name? Elizabeth
N - Number of people you've kissed? 7 or 8 i think...i dont kiss a lot apparently
O - Overnight hospital stays? none...but i have stayed for way too long
P - Phobia? being alone forever
Q - Quote you like? i like too many
R - Religion? bah, none
T - Time you wake up? 1230
U - Unique habit? i have a few
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? a lot of them
W - Worst habit? a lot of stuff
X - Xena Warrior Princess!: hotty with a body
Y - Yummy food you make? i cant make food
Z - Zodiac Sign? leo
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| "Buried myself alive on the inside, so I can shut you out..." |
[25 Sep 2004|02:04am] |
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yeah so i had work today. it was crazy slow. as usual. but w/e. gave matt the money he needed after work. then i went home and ate food. then amal and ken came over and we watched this rock n roll dvd my mom got. it has all these old rock bands and interviews and stuff. it had Buddy Holly, Elvis, Chuck Berry, Jerry Lee Lewis, etc. it was really kool. so we watched that and it was fun. then we went to wendys and ate food. then went to kens. dan and clapper met up with us. then devon came. we were gonna drink bc devon wanted to, but we never got around to it. and they were gonna smoke, so me and amal went to his house and watched the Evangelion movie. and it was absolutely amazing and i loved every second of it. pure genuis. apparently the writer of it was schizophrenic and was just getting over it. so thats kinda interesting. and explains why the series was so messed up. i liked it a lot though. it really makes you think about reality and humanity and why things are the way they are. i love it. we havea show tomorrow. then idk what we're doing after. sunday i might learn how to meditate. bc monks are going to amals house to meditate at like 10 in the morning or something and then just staying for the rest of the day, so he said if i want to learn i can go over and learn. lynby and dan wanna do it too. so thats kinda kool. meditation seems like a good way to try and understand things more. ill give it a try, and work at it. so we'll see how that goes. yeah...im angry bc bc comp is being gay and i cant sign online and it bothers me..i need a new comp badly. so until next time...
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[24 Sep 2004|06:17pm] |
"You are such a waste of life. These journal entries are so pathetic, i can't even begin to tell you how much you deserve to die. Do you think you're the only one with these problems? Do you think your special somehow, because you hate your life? Plenty of people hate their lives, hate their jobs, and dont need to bitch a moan about it like a little whore. People like you should be fucking wiped off the face of the earth. And the saddest thing about this is, you know its true. But you won't let anyone see this. So many people hate you and have negative things to say, you screen what people say. Well, your reading it, and thats good enough for me. We both know what i say is 100% true. And P.S. Your band is terrible. And whats sad, is you play fucking bass for them. A fucking 10 year old who's played bass for 15 days could probably play better than you. You're a waste of life. Goodbye."
Best journal comment ever...<3
-After complaing about how I say Im a waste of life... he tells me I am. Thats great. And yes, I am a very special boy. And its even better that they wont leave their name.
-And I love how people get annoyed at me when I say these things in my journal. Well, its MY journal, and MY thoughts...so, if you dont like it...dont read it you fucking moron. And people can be in bad moods and then write the things like I say in my entries. And Im ever so sorry Im depressed, because I can change that about myself. Its all my fault I have a mental disorder of which I cant control. So, however you are...if you dont like me, I really dont care. Stop reading my journal if you dont like it. Bye.
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| "I cant find a good reason to stay here..." |
[23 Sep 2004|10:56pm] |
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i had work today at 1230..it sucked. from selling candy, i only made $16.50. thats like 7 things. it sucked a lot. sooo slow. after work i went home and kinda ate but not really. played gold miner bc its addictive. then amal called me and him and bauer picked me up. we ate at galleria. then we went to fye and it was annoying bc the guy kept following us around as if we were gonna steal stuff. theyre way overpriced there. i hate it. w/e. bauer dropped me and amal off at his house. we watched random parts of Fantasia. then we watched the last 2 episodes of Evangelion. just the movie is left. i cant wait to see it bc this is the most amazing series i have ever seen. its awesome. i really wish i could make something that complex and well animated. we were all supposed to go drink at lynbys cousins house but goodwin said there wouldnt be enough for me and bauer so i just went home. and bauer just informed me there was plenty and thats not kool. w/e. i dont think i actually care. but i probably do and just not saying so. i ahve work again tomorrow. then show on friday. hopefuly i can cash my check tomorrow at work bc we need money for tickets. matt seemed pissy about it. but then again, im in a bad mood so i think everyone seems a little more pissy than usual. not that i usually think matt is at all...he just seemed it tonite bc im a jerk and never have money bc im a waste of life and cant get an actual job. go me. i want to throw a huge party and invite all my friends, even the ones i hardly ever see. but theres no where to do it. and my parents definately wouldnt let us drink here bc they suck like that. thatd be awesome. everyone drinking and being merry. i also want to go to six flags...but i kept forgetting to ask amal if he found anyone to drive us. i feel so crappy about everything. life is so annoying. i hate it. i wish i could change things and make everything better. im not really sure how to describe what im thinking right now.. so until next time...
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| "Empty fields move me so much more than rooms filled up with friends..." |
[22 Sep 2004|11:56pm] |
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the livejournal update thing is changed and i dont like it. i got up at 1230..put gas in my car and sat around till 430. then i got amal from work and then went to his house to finish watching Evangelion. we have 2 more episodes and a movie left. i cant wait. its such a great show. its amazing and i wish i could draw that well. thatd be kool. we stopped watching at 10. we picked up bauer then i got wendys and we went to dans. i got really upset on the way to wendys for w/e reason. and it stayed with me. it sucks. at dans we started watching Cannibal the Musical with dan, mike and sal. then me, amal and bauer left. i didnt really wanna be there at all anyway. they broke the passenger seat in my car and that made me even more upset than i already am. so that was kool. now im here early. i have work at 1230 and it sucks. and i need to give matt $100 on friday for some reason, idc. i dont want to go to work tomorrow. saturday is a show. yay. idk why im in such a crappy mood. this fucking sucks. everythings annoying me. its terrible. things really bother me sometimes and at other times i just dont care. and i realy hate hearing ppls opinions sometimes. its mean, but theyre so ignorant and it pisses me off so much. someones journal entry the other day pissed me off like crazy. i just wanted to IM her and tell her off. bc she doesnt know what shes talking about. and certain ppl at times really bother me. im not gonna say names bc i dont want to deal with ppl. i wish i could just be happy with evrything. thats asking for too much though. i think im too selfish. but i also think other ppl are very selfish. and that bothers me. i wish i could go somewhere where everything was the way i like it and i was only around ppl i like. i wish too much. its pointless too. im lame. this all sucks. i hate everything. this is stupid. so until next time...
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| "If chasing our dreams is just a distraction, I want to remember but I know that I can't go back..." |
[22 Sep 2004|01:26am] |
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yeah i didnt get much sleep at all. i went to bed at 4-ish, then i slept, but woke up at 630, then 730, then amal called at like 10 i think lol. so that woke me up. but i didnt feel good so i told amal i couldnt see him today bc i felt like crap. so i fell back asleep. woke up at 1230 and showered and ate in hopes of feeling better. i didnt.
it sucked. matt called and was like we have to hurry and get mike nad practice bc he has a thing at 8 and stuff. so im like blah. so matt got me and we got mike and went to dans. and matt needs new fun cds in his car like crazy. im bored of those ones a lot. we got to dans and practiced. we kinda finished a new song. we just dont know how it ends. its kool tho. i think we're playing it saturday regardless if we know what to do or not lol. yeah. so we dropped mike off at 745 and me and matt went to my house and watched Gilmore Girls and it made me upset bc rory is a little whore now. i mean, i still love alexis bledel and i will still marry her, im just not happy with her character. oh well. after that, we played mario kart. its amazing how much we play that game and never get tired of it. strange. then matt left and i sat online. no one would come over and watch a movie with me, so i decided ill watch one myself...but i just ended up watching Family Guy instead. i felt a movie was too long. and i didnt feel like watching one alone bc i feel very lonely now and its sad. and like no one is online right now and thats whack. tomorrow im watching the rest of Evangelion with amal. im excited. its a really kool show. i wish i could draw kool like that. i love how it looks. i took the "which character are you?" quiz thing and thats my last entry and apparently im like Rei which is kool bc shes my fav so far. im bored. no ones talking and im lonely. this sucks a lot. work thurs and friday :( then show sat. so until next time...
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| "I wont ever ask if you dont ever tell me, I know you well enough to know youll never love me..." |
[21 Sep 2004|01:36am] |
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woke up at 2 today bc im a lazy man. i did nothing till 4. then i picked up amal at work and went to his house where we met up with goodwin. we started watched Evangelion. what a damn good show. goodwin left eventually and bauer came. we watched the first half of the show. idk if anyone i know has ever seen it...but its amazing. i love it so far. we'er watching the next half on wed i believe. so far, Rei is my favorite character. idk why. shes just kinda creepy and weird and non talkative and i like it. shes awesome. we stopped watching around 9. then we went to bauers and started our Pirate Appreciation night. where we sat around and drank Capt. Morgans. it was fun. dan, lynby, goodwin and sal came. i left at 1230 with amal and mike. and now im home and doing nothing. practice tomorrow at 4. hooray. matt called and gave me good news. we're playing with the Goodwill. and i love them and im glad w're finally playing with a band i actually like instead of crappy local bands. i feel accomplished in a way. and matt told me something funny that will hopefully be confirmed tomorrow at practice lol. he knows what im talking about. if its true, i shall mention it tomorrow. i have nothng else to write. im such a loser...im so excited to watched the est of Evangelion. lol. just gotta wait till wed...so until next time...
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| "Hooray, we're gonna die...Blessed into our own extinction..." |
[20 Sep 2004|01:38am] |
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i love this song, its so fun. yay. so tara called me at like 1030 and let me know that her shoes were randomly in my car lol. so she came and got those at 12 and she left for skool :(. then i had work at 1 so i did that. it was ok. kinda boring tho. l eft at 6 and called jen. she came over and we got taco bell. we watced liar liar, burned cds and played mario kart. she didnt bring me alanis morrisette for me and that made me sad. shes awesome. jen left at 10-ish and i called amal and him and dan picked me up and we went to amals house. goodwin came over and we watched parts of a george harrison tribute concert thing. it was really kool. so many great musicians were there. i really want a sitar. its the koolest instrument ever. its so complicated tho. but the sound of it is just amazing. i love it. i need one lol. i must learn how to play it. its great. mike drove me home at 1. my tummy hurts now. me amal and goodwin are watching Evangelion tomorrow. hopefully the whole thing. thatd be kool. i want my other tattoo. i think im gonna re-draw the whole thing tho. it was a picture of jack and sally from the nightmare before christmas holding hands. but its like a way old pic of sally and doesnt look anything like it does now and its weird. so i may draw sally like she looks in the movie bc shes cuter. so thatd be fun. then i can get money and get it...or someone can pay for me :D? i want to go to six flags a lot. and jennifer has free ticket things and thats really awesome and jennifers really awesome and so is six flags...so its like awesomely awesome. yeah...so i dont have anything to write..im bored and it sucks a lot and i dont like mom and dad complaining about my life. jerks. i dont like life much a lot of times. it upsets me a lot. bah! now im upset from thinking about it...so until next time...
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[19 Sep 2004|03:40am] |
Go if you want to
I never try to stop you; know there's a reason
For all of this you're feeling low
It's not my call
You couldn't ever love me more
Me...I don't show much
It's not that hard to hide you; see in a moment
I cant remember how to be all you wanted
I couldn't ever love you more
You want me to cry and play my part
I want you to sigh and fall apart
We want this like everyone else
Stay if you want to
I always wait to hear you say there's a last kiss
For all the times you run this way, it's not my fault
You couldn't ever love me more
I couldn't ever love you more
You want me to lie not break your heart
I want you to fly not stop and start
We want us like everything else
Maybe we didn't understand
It's just the end of the world...
Maybe we didnt understand
Not just a boy and a girl
It's just the end of the end of the world...
Me... I don't say much
It's far too hard to make you see in a moment
I still forget just how to be all you wanted
I couldn't ever love you more
I couldn't love you more***
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| "You may say that I'm a dreamer...But I'm not the only one..." |
[19 Sep 2004|01:28am] |
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had work early....1030...not kool at all. i met katie. she started working yesterday i think. i open with her on saturdays now. shes a nice gal. work wasnt kool. it was mad busy and made me tired...but it could also be due to my lack of sleep. eh. it wasnt bad working though. bc eric and kc are mad kool. i left at 515 and went to taras and ate food. and watched tv. there was a cribs marathon and we watched them all pretty much lol. i wish i was rich. i have so many kool ideas for a house. so i need to get rich and famous and be on cribs bc itd be awesome. wel, we ate dinner and watched a lot of HGTV and cribs, and then we ate ice cream and it was really good. then we watched SNL and lindsay lohan is a ho and is stinky. i left at 1-ish and now shes gone til october. but thats when northstar and straylight run are so thats super kool. i have work at 1 tomorrow. i get off work at 6. then me and jen are hanging out and doing fun things like eat lol. cant wait. so i really want to be famous i think. itd be fun. just bc id have alot of money and i wont have to pay ppl back for things a lot. i want to draw. random. i have nothing to draw tho. i think im out of ideas. i want my new tattoo as well. theyre fun. i want to learn how to play piano. the other day matt told me i get the most random ideas in here out of nowhere...i now see what he means. my ideas are just random lol. thats kool. i wanna learn guitar too. and i wanna sing really well. and dye my hair blue. so until next time...
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| "To hell with you and all your friends its on..." |
[18 Sep 2004|02:44am] |
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woke up and showered and things. eric worked for me today. but i gots work tomorrow at 1030 which sucks bc mary is also going to be there instead of joann and mary is a bitch and no one likes her. luckily eric and kc will be there later on. at like 1230 i think. so 2 hrs with just me and mary..that = hell. hooray. anyway, i went to taras and we ate food and then we went to best buy where tara bought me My Chemical Romance bc shes the awesomest girl ever.<333 then we went to Kohls and Old Navy and then we headed over to sunrise mall and wandered about Hot Topic and PacSun and the Disney Store where i bought tara a really really soft Stitch doll bc Stitch is amazing. then we went to Stop and Shop and i saw lynby and i never see her so that was kool. me and tara got pot pies. then we came here. started making the pot pies, matt and meg came over. meg gave me Moneen and Piebald cd's bc shes way rad, thanks meg!<3 then we ate our pot pies. some parts yummy, some part ehh. idc tho bc i was starving. then we hung around. then matt and meg left and me and tara watched Cold Mountain and i wish we hadnt. it was long and pointless. then i drove tara home and im here and need sleep for tomorrow bc i wake up early and its gonna be mad busy bc kids movies are always busy. booooooo. so until next time...
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| "You can cry all you want to, I dont care how much..." |
[16 Sep 2004|11:30pm] |
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i <3333 my chemical romance a lot. i want their new cd really badly. i went to work today at 1230. and it was busy for about an hr and a half. and then it sucked. but then i had to stay at work longer and that wasnt kool. matt was having a party thing but i couldnt go. i got off work around 830-ish maybe...idk at all. but i figured itd be pointless to call matt bc ppl would leave early bc he has work way early. idk. i went to taras tho and ate food and watched tv. there was like a Fresh Prince marathon and that was kool. then design on a dime and divine design. woohoo! lol. i want to dye my hair blue...but i def wont get hired anywhere with blue hair. so thats whack. damn jobs. they suck ass. im really tired. i think my odd sleeping schedule is like finally getting to me. going to sleep at like 430 isnt really good apparently. weird. who knew. i read the coheed and cambria comic today. it was pretty kool. i really wanna know what happens. im sure i can maybe almost figure it out with the songs..but this is more fun bc theres pictures lol. idk im tired. so until next time...
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| "So read my book with the boring ending, a short story of a lonely guy...who fell behind..." |
[16 Sep 2004|01:15am] |
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woke up at 1. at 230 i went to get tara from jackies house and i did. and then we came back here. we hung out, ate food, watched tv. not much. i was tired. and i think she was too. i have wor kat 1230 tomorrow. work sucks a lot. oh well. i need money. my parents really annoy me. i dont like living here. id very much like to leave. i want to live somewhere else. without my annoying family and where its warm and things. thatd be good and id be happier. i get annoyed very easily at my parents. idk why. they just really bother me lately. about a lot of stuff. w/e. i dont actually have a lot to write. and im tired..so until next time...
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| "Forget everything you think you know about me..." |
[15 Sep 2004|02:39am] |
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i woke up at 1230 today and went to go meet jennifer at penn. i got there at 230. but she was running late so i met her at 3. we walked to times square and went to toys r us. then we walked around virgin megastore. then walked to rockafeller center and walkeda round some more. we went to the pokemon store and it was very fun. i had a good time and i got my presents from her and they were very nice <3. and then i went home and went to amals and hung out with chris, ken, sal and amal for a while. then goodwin came over. ken left. and then mike, sal and chris were kool and went to go look for weed. so me and amal went to wendys and then came back and watched "Les Miserables". it was very good. and depressing and my fav character died. thats no fun. but i liked it a lot anyway. and idk if taras coming home or not now...so until next time...
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| "What you do on your own times just fine, my imagination is much worse...." |
[14 Sep 2004|02:00am] |
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i woke up at 12 an went to the bank. i can withdraw my money tomorrow. which is gay. damn low bank account. i hate banks so much. they suck. after that i went to the mall with amal. i got joe Invader Zim season 2 and i got me an Alkaline Trio shirt. its kool. after that we went to amals and ken met us there and we watrched some of Amadeus. i didnt see it all bc i had to go eat dinner. i gave joe is present. he liked it. ate dinner, ate cake and rich and amal came over. after that, we went to the mall and walked about. amal had to find stuff for denmark :'(. then we decided to drink. so we went to dans and met up with mike. dan bought us beer and we went to mike and watched aladdin. havent seen that in a while. it was really kool. we got dominos and it was amazing bc it was dominos. i walked home with amal and im here now. meeting jennifer tomorrow in the city. shes way kool. should be fun. then idk wed. thurs is work and then jen bc i never see her. and cd prices are ridicolous. (i cant spell that word) but i wanted to her Jawbreaker "Dear You" but it was $20 which is way too high for any cd. it sucks so much. it was dumb...thats all. so until next time...
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| "When you go, I will forget everything about you..." |
[12 Sep 2004|11:01pm] |
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i woke up at 2 and i shouldve just stayed there like i wanted to. but i got up, showered and sat around. called ppl, but no answered their phones. i watched Almost Famous and then ate dinner. called ppl again. no answers again. so i sat online for a few hours and did nothing. then i played super smash bros. got pissed off bc someone ate all the chicken salad, watched family guy and im here again. i did nothing at all today. it sucked so much. today was just pointless. and tomorrow i have to go out to get joe a bday present. im getting him season 2 of Invader Zim. bc he wants it. idk how much it is. i need to go to the bank dammit. maybe ill wake up early and go to the bank. and maybe ill hang out with ppl tomorrow. its really gonna suck when amal leaves bc then i wont see any of those other ppl for a really long time. sal claims hes gonna call but i know he wont. and i dont call them bc i just find it weird for some reason. i dont like calling ppl. its no fun. i have to go bc my bro wants the comp...maybe ill continue later...so until next time...
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| "As long your mouth is shut you'll still be fucking beautiful..." |
[11 Sep 2004|03:16pm] |
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woke up early for work. it was slow today. it sucked. i scared ron though. bc he always scares everyone. like he pops out from behind somewhere and yells something. so i got him today. it was funny. i got to leave work early bc joann is awesome. i got home at like 3. i ate food and matt came over. we played mario kart of course. good times. then we got meg and hung out for a while till dan and his lady friend danielle came. we got wendys then headed over to the A room. meg and matt went to get mike and we met them there. it was a big room and it was really kool and nice. i enjoyed it. we worked on our new song and we tried to write more. but we're having a little difficulties. but the new song sounds kool and pretty. i like it acoustic a lot more though. oh well. and my voice was off bc i havent screamed in a long time and so i did tonite and killed my voice. fun. it still hurts. the guys from Emergency X-it came in to our room and asked us to play a song. so we played "Written in Blood, Sealed with a Kiss" for them. they grabbed mics and sang/screamed along. good times had by all. then after practice. dan and danielle ran off somewhere., me and matt drove meg and mike home. then me and matt drove back to hang out with emergency x-it and other random ppl at a diner. we didnt actually go in the diner. we just stood outside. but it was kool. theyre all really kool ppl. i jsut got home a little while ago and im cold bc ive been outside all this time and its freezing. better be warm tomorrow. idk what im doing tomorrow yet. supposed to maybe see 2 ppl...but idk. idc, id rather sleep late and hardly do anything. w/e. i dont think we're playing upstate the 17th anymore bc matt has work and we have no transportation. awesome. we didnt try out that guitar kid today bc things got stupid. his phone was all gay and he couldnt go online...hmm...sounds suspicious. w/e. i think i may sleep soon. so until next time...
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